Tml I having my mid-term test, and a mock interview, but but but, I have not started on anything yet! :(
Finally I finished my assignment tat's due tml ytd. Was able to finish earlier, but then, I slacked and wasn't able to solve that question, so I finally solved it with help of my senior and my schmate.
I can't believe printing 2 sheets of colour print in school costs me $1.25 -_-'''
Yeahness! Recess week is coming! I can't wait!
His bday's coming, but as discussed with him, we wont specially celebrate this day, but jus normal dating or dinner since we can't do anything much. So next year's bdays will be more fun! Hopefully lah..
I'm still waiting for my present for next year, hopefully it will be a bigger one!
=DDDDDD
Ok! Back to lesson!
P.S: I can't believe he's still slping since 10pm ytd! :(
Ta-Dah! I finally rebond my hair after thinking for sooooooo long..
=DDDDD
Now, I'm waiting impatiently for him to come back and see my new hair! LOL!
Have been thinking quite abit of my future recently, and it's time for me to wake up and do well for my studies.. I dun want history to be repeating itself again..
Good news: Baby is going to work 8-5am! =DDD His PC(s) and OC went to visit him ytd, and baby told his OC, who's a very good lady, about his mum's health and ta-dah, 8-5pm for him :D
Finally, I'm going to do some stunts to my hair on sat morning! hahah! And I have the motivation to exercise like swim or gym, and I went for a swim ytd with cousin! :P
Perhaps tml I shall go to the gym, before tution at night..
I want to finish my assignment by sunday! So I can have time to check, and do well!
Gambatte! =D
I cant wait to see him sooon! *LOVES*
What should I do? Where should I go? Who should it be? Why are things happening at the same time? How how how?
Seems like I'm able to ask questions with 4W1H as taught in school..
Couple of things are happening or are going to happen, and I feel bad, partly I haven managed to meet up with sweets for a couple of weeks. There are times where we wanted to meet up after school, but it's either I finish late, or I have tuition at night or she has something on.
Both 100th days are coming, with A's coming first. Maybe I should take the time off and accompany her there and visit him together, though she has been telling me tat it's ok. For B's, I haven help to fold the joss paper for him even though I have promised tat I will help. This week, I promise, I'm going to help to fold, fold and fold lots of joss paper for him.
Was talking to girl C about A, and it feels like it's just ytd when it's already been almost 100days. I got reminded of the day when everything took a sudden change, and thought back to what I should have done instead compared to what I have done.
Somehow, it leaves a mark with me whenever both good and bad things are going to happen on the same day. It makes me think really hard what should I do, whether to be happy on the outside and unhappy inside. I have tried it this way the other time, but it's really painful.
No wait, it's not only the other time, it's a number of times for both A and B as both clashes with these 2 emotions.
While on the journey to somewhere alone, listening to songs that makes me think of them, be it my ah gong, A, or B. I thought back of how it's like for them to be here again.
Ah gong buying wanton mee, pepsi or fries just for us every afternoon without fail. I regretted scolding him for buying these food everyday, becos eventually the food went to a waste as there's nobody home. He would always ensure tat there's food for us to eat as he knows that my mother doesn't cook at all, except for Sundays. It makes me feel appreciated that he's doting on us, afraid that we would feel hunger yet lazy to go out just to buy food, yet I treated him tat way
But, it's not possible again. If can be, I would like to turn the time back and thank him for what he had done for us.
A & B. I thought back to the day things happen, how everything changes when I see them, lying motionless, especially for B. Have been there when he's already in a sub-conscious state, repeating the same things over and over again, how he wanted to stay alive, till the moment his breathing got lighter and lighter.
I wanted to continue, but I'm not sure how should I continue when I remembered how these happen while I typed.
I guess, I still need some time too, to try to remember all the good things about them, rather than how everything happened and ended in misery.
It's been a long time since I went dating with him alone, and we finally did it ytd! :)
Though it's a very short outing, where we went to JP to have out lunch, walked around and went back home for about 3 hours, it's always better than not going out with him...
Thanks dear for the short dating session and being a sweety boy, but remember what you have promised me k?
Today had the feel to cook fried rice! So came here earlier to go to the market to buy some stuffs for cooking.
His mum is a great help! Cos I'm not used to their cooking style, so his mum was at the side helping and teaching me too.
So, we had a yummylicious fried rice with lots of ingredients but with a spoilt hotdog too... :P
Waiting for him to wake up,and go market again :) and and and,I have not done my project parts yet.. hahhaa! Shall do it tml :P
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Assignment's due on wed, and I'm only half done becos I'm stuck with most formulas :( Need to finish it by tomorrow morning cos I'm going somewhere tml night ;(
These few days hasn't been having enough slp. Friday had farewell dinner with jj before she flies off this friday, and reached home at 11plus after driving there, but woke up at 9am the next morning
Woke up early jus to go to his house and had kfc for lunch.. It's been a long long time since we had such a meal outside, about 2 months I guess? Becos of his leg, and I have been falling sick during that period that hasn't been able to eat such food.
But like what he says, only eat once in a while, not always lah..
So, I slacked, slacked and still slacked before I finally do my work at 430pm. I'm supposed to finish by 5pm as what I promised him, but ended up finishing at 6pm instead.. :P
Bath, prepared before they (dearie + his bro) send me to my dad's office for the lunar month dinner, while they went to another place for dinner instead.
I dunno is lucky or unlucky, that the electricty jump a total of 8 times during the whole dinner! And I seriously wonder why should they hire all ATs to work can! They really dunno how to serve. For example: I need refill for my drink, but becos there's no ice in the cup, I asked for some ice politely. The AT still can tell me tat got ice already when it's only a tiny little bit and it's SMALL! -_-''
I think I raised my voice a little bit, cos it's really irritating to be serve and told like this, that she reluctantly gave me ice, and it's only abit till I told her tat I need more. And they can stand behind and talk, talk, talk without realizing that our cups are almost empty! I still prefer the previous batch of waiter/waitresses (mainly aunties) becos they are more attentive to such things.
Sickening AT!
Slept at 12+am, and woke up at 8am becos i'm going to dear's family office for praying. Helped out, before we slacked in the room cos it's really hot and there's nothing much to do till the buring of joss paper. Yummy food as usual, and as what I told him, I confirm gain weight based on what I had ate for the last 3 weekends.. lol..
Went back to his house at 3plus, rested and started with my assignment again, all the way till 9+pm when he's going to send me home.
It's supposed to be a happy day becos it's our long-awaited monthsary, but thanks to his driving, got abit angry with him becos it's really reckless and dangerous. But I think within 5 mins, everything's ok? LOL!
Today's a long day for me, time to get back to work!
Dear jus confessed to me that he lied to me, that he has got no extra MC and need to go back camp this coming Monday. But he's gotten another 1 month of MC, and it's going to end on the Sunday of the end of my term break!
Yeahness! :DDDD
I have a feeling of accomplishment, this is the first time, i feel good doing a group presentation.
It's for management comm, where the presentation tml is to represent a company with our target audience and promoting a topic, which ours is "Start Drinking" that targets the non-drinkers.
My part in on the health benefits of drinking, and I feel good, that I can talk within the time limit of 4 mins without much problem, and I guess my research and points are beneficial! :)
Just that I need to memorise my points by tml morning, cos it will be best not to read from scripts/papers tml..
Wish me luck (:
On a side note, I finally changed my desktop wallpaper after erm, more than 1 year, to my recent most fav photo taken on my bday celebration. The one that is from the whole of 2e3 cliques :) Nice, nice, nice.
Dun remember which wan, refer to the previous post :P
Yeah, friday meeting the 4e5 peeps for dinner, cos our dear jj is flying to UK for studies on 18 sept, so considered a farewell dinner.
Sadly, when renee's back in dec, jj's not back yet till i think sept or oct 2010, which means the full gathering can only be successful next year :( But well, come to think of it, it's already so hard for us to meet up, with guys in army, girls either studying or working.
So... We shalll enjoy ourselves to the fullest this friday night! :D
And I will be driving there.. hahahaa, finally sweets, I can send u back home :DDD
Thanks so much Renee, constantly helping me when I need help in school work :) Can't wait for you to be back, and I shall treat you to a good meal for helping me all along
Thanks so much sweets! I love your company :DDD But I still need more shopping and talking sessions with you, especially since ur sch has jus started again and projects are starting next week. But, I will still be meeting you, hopefully every week (: Please look forward to my bo liao sms everyday :P
Thanks so much bf! Though I have been complaining alot to you, from not going out for 2 months to my overdue birthday present to alot alot more, I still appreciate that you are not pissed off with my complaints. Hahaha! Dun worry, I remember what you have said to me. I like the sms ytd :D
Ok, I know my blog has been photo-less for quite some time. So, jus to share my favourite photos =D
Lastly, how can I miss out on my lovely bf (:
Oh dear, i tot i can have a week of rest before rushing all my assignments/projects again, but it seems like it's getting more packed instead.
At least, my mgmt comm's project is due next week, so the rest of the lessons for this mod, I can just concentrate on my individual assignments.
Actually, I'm lucky. Becos I have cleared 1 group project, another 1 to be cleared by next week, and the remaining 2 group projects will be cleared by the next term, which is week 11 and 12.
Which means, I need to concentrate hard on my individual assignments, which is going to be on-going for every 2 weeks: week 5, and week 7...
Most of my assignments are due before the term break, so towards the 2nd term, I can actually relax abit(not all), at least there's not much projects to be completed, unlike my other friends.
So, I can only say, jia you people! It's going to be tough but xian ku hou tian (:
P.S: Yeah! I have finished 1 assignment tat is due on week 5 :) Left with another 2 to go..
TOMORROW's a GREAT DAY!!!!
I can't wait for later, cos lovely sweeety boy is coming to fetch me back after I leave school at 9pm(Hopefully).
I can't wait for tml too, cos I would have submit my assignment and presentation, before resting for a week and chiong assignments again that is due in week 5.
I can't wait for this sat, cos I will be meeting up with sweets again to enjoy, enjoy and enjoy. Special thanks to my brother, who's out away at Thailand (bangkok i think) for his 1 month depatchment, and I can drive his car (though it will be at his gf's house). Let's see if he's going to US next year for 6months/2 years.. LOL!
I can't wait for this sun, cos it's family day with bf and his mum..Hahaha, no lah, initially I have been nagging him for dating session after not dating for 7 weeks, but since he needs to bring his mum to get something at IMM, we will most likely be going there instead of JP. But let's pray that he wants to go out..
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