Waiting for bestie to print out the notes and pass to me tml to study, so which means, I can rest for today! =DDD
Anyway, today's paper was c.r.a.p. 2 questions for 2 hours but it's not enough for me. Ended up spending only 20mins for the 2nd question and was scribbling away. Oh well, hopefully I do well for it.
Last week was supposed to be my study week, where I can have sufficient time to study at home with research or even out for revision with Jerlynn.
But my dad was sick last week, since 13Nov till now, at least he's getting better.
2 trips to A&E on 14 and 15Nov where my brother is nowhere to be seen, and thank god I have a driving license. Eventually he was admitted on 15Nov(Sun) for 1 day for observation after talking to the doctor who insisted that it's ok for my dad to go home.
I dunno how do the doctors work, it made me feel like scolding them as they results are always changing. Till now, we are still not sure if it's really the result that they have told us initially, which is Dengue Fever.
Specialist check on Monday once he's discharged, but was told that we need to bring him to polyclinics for blood count since his platelets are dropping.
Feel helpless when I see my dad being so tired and sick (Fyi: the last time he has visited a doctor was back in 2002)
Visit to the doctor again on Tuesday, thanks to my aunt's persuasion cos my dad doesn't want to see a doctor, and the med was better.
Polyclinic for blood count check on Wednesday, platelets were still dropping, need to go back 2 days later.
Ah ma came over and rubbed egg on dad, realized that it might be mo dan, so ate mo dan med and rested.
Thursday morning ah ma came over again, and still it's not healed. Drove down to amk to find the mo dan doctor but they have moved house. Next was to bb to see a chinese physician at dad's friend's recommendation. Turns out that it's not mo dan.
Blood count check again at polyclinic on Friday, thank god that the platelets are already rising. Must be the chinese med that's effective in doing this.
Met bf after that to be his driver to send him to his physio and collect his laptop before I went back home to da bao food for my dad..
Sat was finally the day that I can go out! Went to his house at 12plus, did some housework before we went out in search of his harddisk and router. Supposed to go back home at 6plus cos need to da bao food for my dad, lucky my mum da bao instead so I can go home later (:
Sunday was instructed to stay at home to study, since my ah ma they all know that I hasn't been studying much since I need to take care of my dad, and the god says I'm lack of confidence.
Studied for the whole afternoon, and finally stopped at 9pm cos was tired =(
Am waiting for my dad now, cos we are going for the last blood count check, provided that the platelets has risen to the correct range in order to not go back again.
Later shall meet sweets after countless week. We were supposed to meet last week, but ended up not since I have to stay at home to look after my dad and she has some work to do too =(
I feel like napping, but maybe i should not else I can't wake up later.
A good news: I'm no longer a P-Plate holder
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Was basically reading from the scripts most of the time, was so nervous, was mono-tone-less, and was being rude(quoted from bf) since I did not say "Thank You" to end off -_-'''
Prof was writing most of the time, and I can predict alot of comments will be given to me
*PRAYS HARD!!!!*
Random things:
I'm sick again, with the same old illness, that's gastric flu. Totally have no idea how it happened,other than it was paining suddenly ytd at 630pm. Tot it's normal stomach ache since I have diarrhea(the first time I finally digested so much) till today and I'm still having.
My dad tot it's normal and I ate the so-call effective po chai wan, but not of use at all.
Till today, I finally can't bear the pain and went to the doctor, and ta-dah, gastric flu again. I asked Dr Ng on why it happened so suddenly, she can't explain why too, and the same old advice, no milk or oily stuffs for these 2 days, but becos of my bf who's so so so concern about it, back to my all-time favourite fishball noodles again.
Tml's 100th day, I'm supposed to go for a so-called feast, but due to my weak stomach, and I guess the food are not that plain and suitable for me to eat, I can only either eat abit or eat fishball noodles again :(((((
Projects are going to end soon, hopefully I can finish my CAT project asap and start touching on my readings for my 2 papers, each with about 400pages of readings. Fainted...
Dear's having his off/leave for the rest of the week! YEAH!!! But though fri is my free day, I still need to go back to sch till early afternoon about 2pm for my project, and sat for project too.. Sigh!
But but but, Sat's is MELVIN's birthday celebration at his house. There's going to be teachers there, so yes, time to catch up and talked crap again with the usual peeps..
I can't believe me and sandy finished shopping for all presents within 1 day(last friday) cos it's something that we find ir hard to do, considering about the budget and the things to get for.. WELL DONE SWEETS!!!
I'm supposed to be sleeping now, yet I can't cos the gastric flu is on strike again and caused me to have intense pain. Sickening sickening sickening...
I have no idea what to write anymore, I hope this weekend will be fun!!!
5th time in taking part in each other's growing process, but this year's different.
We din celebrate at all like previous years, at least, we dine outside in the afternoon jus now, and trying hard to pass the time since there's nothing we can do. It's good and bad, bad becos I would need to go back home earlier than expected of 7pm, instead I reached home before 530pm :(
Time spent was short, but good! :D
and finally, we took photos! =D he's good enough to bring the camera out, but yet trying to see if I will forget about taking photos, which I nearly did.
Shall see if I can get the photos from him.
Piggy-Monkey: Hope you had a good time today, though it's short and not as enjoyable as how it was previously, but at least I'm still there lah! :P
Dun worry! I'll We'll make sure next year our birthdays celebrations are going to be fun and entertaining. Which means, another year to go!
Last but not least, like what I always say, I'm always here with you and please be glad that you have such entertaining and cute gf! :DDD
*LOVES*
Tml I having my mid-term test, and a mock interview, but but but, I have not started on anything yet! :(
Finally I finished my assignment tat's due tml ytd. Was able to finish earlier, but then, I slacked and wasn't able to solve that question, so I finally solved it with help of my senior and my schmate.
I can't believe printing 2 sheets of colour print in school costs me $1.25 -_-'''
Yeahness! Recess week is coming! I can't wait!
His bday's coming, but as discussed with him, we wont specially celebrate this day, but jus normal dating or dinner since we can't do anything much. So next year's bdays will be more fun! Hopefully lah..
I'm still waiting for my present for next year, hopefully it will be a bigger one!
=DDDDDD
Ok! Back to lesson!
P.S: I can't believe he's still slping since 10pm ytd! :(
Ta-Dah! I finally rebond my hair after thinking for sooooooo long..
=DDDDD
Now, I'm waiting impatiently for him to come back and see my new hair! LOL!
Have been thinking quite abit of my future recently, and it's time for me to wake up and do well for my studies.. I dun want history to be repeating itself again..
Good news: Baby is going to work 8-5am! =DDD His PC(s) and OC went to visit him ytd, and baby told his OC, who's a very good lady, about his mum's health and ta-dah, 8-5pm for him :D
Finally, I'm going to do some stunts to my hair on sat morning! hahah! And I have the motivation to exercise like swim or gym, and I went for a swim ytd with cousin! :P
Perhaps tml I shall go to the gym, before tution at night..
I want to finish my assignment by sunday! So I can have time to check, and do well!
Gambatte! =D
I cant wait to see him sooon! *LOVES*
What should I do? Where should I go? Who should it be? Why are things happening at the same time? How how how?
Seems like I'm able to ask questions with 4W1H as taught in school..
Couple of things are happening or are going to happen, and I feel bad, partly I haven managed to meet up with sweets for a couple of weeks. There are times where we wanted to meet up after school, but it's either I finish late, or I have tuition at night or she has something on.
Both 100th days are coming, with A's coming first. Maybe I should take the time off and accompany her there and visit him together, though she has been telling me tat it's ok. For B's, I haven help to fold the joss paper for him even though I have promised tat I will help. This week, I promise, I'm going to help to fold, fold and fold lots of joss paper for him.
Was talking to girl C about A, and it feels like it's just ytd when it's already been almost 100days. I got reminded of the day when everything took a sudden change, and thought back to what I should have done instead compared to what I have done.
Somehow, it leaves a mark with me whenever both good and bad things are going to happen on the same day. It makes me think really hard what should I do, whether to be happy on the outside and unhappy inside. I have tried it this way the other time, but it's really painful.
No wait, it's not only the other time, it's a number of times for both A and B as both clashes with these 2 emotions.
While on the journey to somewhere alone, listening to songs that makes me think of them, be it my ah gong, A, or B. I thought back of how it's like for them to be here again.
Ah gong buying wanton mee, pepsi or fries just for us every afternoon without fail. I regretted scolding him for buying these food everyday, becos eventually the food went to a waste as there's nobody home. He would always ensure tat there's food for us to eat as he knows that my mother doesn't cook at all, except for Sundays. It makes me feel appreciated that he's doting on us, afraid that we would feel hunger yet lazy to go out just to buy food, yet I treated him tat way
But, it's not possible again. If can be, I would like to turn the time back and thank him for what he had done for us.
A & B. I thought back to the day things happen, how everything changes when I see them, lying motionless, especially for B. Have been there when he's already in a sub-conscious state, repeating the same things over and over again, how he wanted to stay alive, till the moment his breathing got lighter and lighter.
I wanted to continue, but I'm not sure how should I continue when I remembered how these happen while I typed.
I guess, I still need some time too, to try to remember all the good things about them, rather than how everything happened and ended in misery.
It's been a long time since I went dating with him alone, and we finally did it ytd! :)
Though it's a very short outing, where we went to JP to have out lunch, walked around and went back home for about 3 hours, it's always better than not going out with him...
Thanks dear for the short dating session and being a sweety boy, but remember what you have promised me k?
Today had the feel to cook fried rice! So came here earlier to go to the market to buy some stuffs for cooking.
His mum is a great help! Cos I'm not used to their cooking style, so his mum was at the side helping and teaching me too.
So, we had a yummylicious fried rice with lots of ingredients but with a spoilt hotdog too... :P
Waiting for him to wake up,and go market again :) and and and,I have not done my project parts yet.. hahhaa! Shall do it tml :P
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Assignment's due on wed, and I'm only half done becos I'm stuck with most formulas :( Need to finish it by tomorrow morning cos I'm going somewhere tml night ;(
These few days hasn't been having enough slp. Friday had farewell dinner with jj before she flies off this friday, and reached home at 11plus after driving there, but woke up at 9am the next morning
Woke up early jus to go to his house and had kfc for lunch.. It's been a long long time since we had such a meal outside, about 2 months I guess? Becos of his leg, and I have been falling sick during that period that hasn't been able to eat such food.
But like what he says, only eat once in a while, not always lah..
So, I slacked, slacked and still slacked before I finally do my work at 430pm. I'm supposed to finish by 5pm as what I promised him, but ended up finishing at 6pm instead.. :P
Bath, prepared before they (dearie + his bro) send me to my dad's office for the lunar month dinner, while they went to another place for dinner instead.
I dunno is lucky or unlucky, that the electricty jump a total of 8 times during the whole dinner! And I seriously wonder why should they hire all ATs to work can! They really dunno how to serve. For example: I need refill for my drink, but becos there's no ice in the cup, I asked for some ice politely. The AT still can tell me tat got ice already when it's only a tiny little bit and it's SMALL! -_-''
I think I raised my voice a little bit, cos it's really irritating to be serve and told like this, that she reluctantly gave me ice, and it's only abit till I told her tat I need more. And they can stand behind and talk, talk, talk without realizing that our cups are almost empty! I still prefer the previous batch of waiter/waitresses (mainly aunties) becos they are more attentive to such things.
Sickening AT!
Slept at 12+am, and woke up at 8am becos i'm going to dear's family office for praying. Helped out, before we slacked in the room cos it's really hot and there's nothing much to do till the buring of joss paper. Yummy food as usual, and as what I told him, I confirm gain weight based on what I had ate for the last 3 weekends.. lol..
Went back to his house at 3plus, rested and started with my assignment again, all the way till 9+pm when he's going to send me home.
It's supposed to be a happy day becos it's our long-awaited monthsary, but thanks to his driving, got abit angry with him becos it's really reckless and dangerous. But I think within 5 mins, everything's ok? LOL!
Today's a long day for me, time to get back to work!
Dear jus confessed to me that he lied to me, that he has got no extra MC and need to go back camp this coming Monday. But he's gotten another 1 month of MC, and it's going to end on the Sunday of the end of my term break!
Yeahness! :DDDD
