It was supposed to be a joyful day for me us ytd, but I was totally not in the mood after I received the news at 4pm+.
I last seen him on Sat, when we were meeting at Taka to get yt's gift, and I remembered we were still laughing when he suddenly poked Pam to say 'Hi', the next thing I know, he's no longer with us. :(((
Sorry guys, that I did not tell you all the news earlier. It's heart-breaking, and difficult to say out.
Dear was initially the only one who knew about this, was crying when I broke the news to him when I was still at sgh, where my mum jus finished her operation not long ago. I wanted to rush down immediately to be with her, but I know it wasn't a good time, and she still needs to help them to settle the stuffs,
I have to listen to her, I do understand her feelings as she does not want to spoil everyone's mood and atmosphere by not telling the others yet. Though dear was telling me to skip everything, I knew I can't leave them alone. So, the only way to prevent them from knowing that something serious had happened was to be like normal, while he promised he will drop down to accompany me.
For the whole night, physically I was laughing, but mentally I was not in the correct state as I kept thinking about her, how is she coping and how's everything. Till I receive her call, I broke down totally and the fact that I can't be there to accompany her at all.
Unable to hide in within me, I told the closest with me about it, and we decided to tell the rest tml morning instead.
Me, instead of staying for the chalet, I stayed awhile for the singing which dear came to join us, before I went back home becos I can't take it anymore.
Wasn't able to sleep, in the middle of the night, I received an sms that everyone knew about it. Sent them an sms to apologize for not telling them in advance, and everyone was worrying about her. :((((
Tried to take a short sleep but still wasn't able to slp before I decided to wake up early to prepare myself.
Called her at 830am, and she's already out with the family waiting to collect the body.
Everyone was emo when I reached the place and I din know what to say to them. Smsed her, and told the rest that I will call them again to tell them the meeting time and place, meanwhile, for them to try to get some rest at home.
Now, she's on her way back, and we are meeting soon to eat dinner and get some small snacks for her for a bite, since she din eat anything much these 2 days.
At least now I can finally see her, and help her with anything, but still can't stop worrying about her, even if she told me that she's ok. She's someone who will bottle up her feelings, just like me, but will try to talk to the closest with her to relieve herself.
I just hope I will be of help to her to help her through this. I promise, I will spend as much time with her as possible, to make sure that everything's ok.
Sweets, remember, I'm always here for you! You can call me in the middle of the night/morning or whenever you need someone to talk to. I will be there for you
I have no idea what can I put as a title, so jus stick to untitled.
I'm early at work today, I was supposed to accompany my mum to sgh, but since the cab fare was that ex (which burnt a hole in my pocket), i might as well continue the journey and come to work.
It's the first time I reach this early, and there's no one at work.. Hahhahaa! Time for blogging! :)
Ytd had a last-min short min with dearie boy, he din want to have nights out ytd, but I was telling him I wana see him, so we went jp(the nearest) and watch a super random movie yet long-awaited, Ice Age 3! Hahaha, it's such a funny movie, should go and watch.
But I was so irritated by a lady sitting in front of me, nobody will put their LONG hair behind the chair, and keep making it. I dunno if she has forgotten that there's someone behind her, or her hair is not that long! Seriously, you are there to watch movie, not to care about your hair is messy or wat lah, so irritating when your LONG hair keep itching the person's legs behind you! ARGH! :(
I was so unhappy before the movie even starts, that bf suggested switching seats instead. Lucky we changed seats, else I won't be able to enjoy the movie!
Movie-ed, had a late dinner (it's 9plus) at mos burger, finally I'm able to eat fried food! :D
As time ticked by, it's time to cab back with him and his friends(they went to have dinner at jp too after shopping at dunno where).
Later having class chalet/gathering, wondering how will it be like, hopefully it will be fun!
I'm going to love my weekends, especially with my besties and bf of cos! But make sure I go and visit my mum as much as I can after her operation. :P
So looking forward! :DDD
Today marks 1 week of me falling sick, and I was not recovering at all! :(((
Went to work today, and my colleagues commented that I looked pale, my eyes are swollen and they tot that I'm having fever. But nope, jus the flu that I'm having makes me looks like this :((((
Not much appetite again, so I din have breakfast, had a waffle for my lunch and came back home for porridge that I have asked my mum to cook. So, I did managed to finish the porridge, and I'm feeling so sleepy now...
Baby's having his guard duty now, it was a last min notice as it appeared that his camp has a H1N1 case, but different section though. Not sure if he's affected, as in do they need to be qurantine, I doubt so. Hope everything's ok at his camp
I'm hoping that I can recover soon, there's a class gathering this friday, and sat is going to be an interesting day! Baby has gotten tickets to NDP and we are going to watch it!!! :)))) I have been telling him that it would be good if we could get to watch the NDP live this year, after the news reported that this year is special, unlike the past. So when I called him ytd night, he told me that there's tickets to the preview. :DDDDD
The last time I went was during Pri 5 all the way till now, so even though it's only a preview, I think it's better than nv go at all.. I'm so going to make good use of baby's camera that he just bought, and snap snap snap :P
Next week is gonna be an exciting week, but sadly baby will not be able to join us on Friday (I think so), as he's having guard duty on sat (sigh!!!) But let's see when the day comes, whether will he be able to join us even for a short short while.
So, I will need to do shopping shopping shopping soon to get the things! I'm so so so looking forward to it, and the havoc that we will create.. HAHAHHA!
I'm still waiting for confirmation from a couple of friends, whether will they be able to attend my birthday party. As usual, both besties (Pam and Sandy) are going to help me alot on that day, with the decorations and _______! Come to think of it, I'm thinking if the whole event will turn out good,and will the invited friends turn up. I shall keep my fingers cross on this.
I have yet to think of a present that baby could get for me, Hahahaha! He says I have everything that I need, and it's mostly bought by him -_-''' So, I need to think of something that I dun have, or was not bought by him. It's so difficult...
Alright, time to rest now, before I wake up for my medication later :(((((
LOVE LOVE LOVE (:
I had my lunch at 2plus when out with my mum, but thanks to the flu that I have, I have no appetite in eating :(
Instead, we went from Lot 1 to Causeway point, and spent $80+getting clothings for me. Mum paid half while I paid the other half
Now, it's time to save save save!
Going for dinner soon, but my flu is still as bad as ever, like nv even get better. Sadly, I have to go to work tomorrow, because I have already forgone $200 of salary just to stay at home and rest, but yet spending money outside with friends..
:(((((
Today, I'm on my 3 1/2 days of MC again, ytd went to work for half a day till I cannot tahan, and went to see doc before meeting dear.. Doc says I have serious flu (today's the 6th day) and I'm still not recovering.
So, as usual when I'm always sick, dear banned me from eating fried food, chicken, snacks etc all the way till I fully recover, and have to try not to be in air-con place cos it makes my flu worst. Fyi, I have sensitive nose to cold environments too, but I'm not sure it was part of the cause for my flu now..
Recap of last week.
Friday (26 Jun 09)
2nd day of MC, rested at home the whole day and I slept alot. Thanks to Ed, who dated me out for dinner just before he went clubbing (again!)
So, after dinner, back home to watch tv before I KO-ed at 10pm again
Sat (27 Jun 09)
Still sick, but I went to dear's house to take a look at fei fei first before I went to meet Pam and Ed. Selina was there, but as usual, I din really talked to her. When I first reached there, the first thing I checked was fei fei, whether was it hungry or thirsty.
Lucky I went there to take a look, cos fei fei was quite thirsty. Fyi, it only drinks fresh water from the water hose.. Hahaha, so have to feed him with water..
Stayed till 3pm before I went out to meet Pam and Ed, bus-ed to Vivo where Jessie is already waiting for us. But as we are waiting for Ed to finish _________, we took the chance to take photos again.. Hahaha!
So, we went looking for yt's present, and finally settled on the watch that we have targeted more than 1 week ago.. :)))
Being the cheesecake lover, we bought the Bakerzin cheesecake, which is on 50%, and happily settled ourselves at Mac Harbourfront enjoying the cake.
I can't remember who has suggested this, but we ended up cleaning the bakerzin cake box, and putting yt's present inside, together with the receipt of the cake.
We wanted to put a fork inside, to make it more believeable, but ended up did not put at all.
Next, we went off to Orchard to meet sweets(Sandy), Shawn came by as he needed help in the present. Off we went to Cine's Fred Perry where they got him a polo t-shirt.
As we are already late yet early (8pm by the time we went off), we decided to go off to yt's place for the birthday party. It's supposed to be Sandy's car, but Ed was the one who drove it :P
Like always, there's laughters throughout the whole journey from Orchard to Upper Bukit Timah Road, but the most comical part is when Ed parks directly outside the house, with the hazard lights on, and everyone was looking at us!
-_-'''
The party wasn't bad, I saw my long-lost pri1 and pri2 classmate, who happens to be yt's cousin. Yt was telling me that she wanted to say Hi to me, but ended up the timing wasn't that appropriate, either I'm eating/she's eating or I'm talking to my friends while she's talking to others too.. Hahah.
Towards the later part, I managed to talk to her for a while, getting to know how's she's doing. I'm surprised that she lived so near to me, yet I dun see her around.. Lol! Now I know where she lives at :D
I dunno why, me, Pam and Sandy have the same feelings when facing with the other group. It's always so awrkard when talking to them as we do not have any common topics, other than the upcoming class gathering/chalet which is happening this Friday.
Most of the time the 3 of us had our internal joke, and they will be looking and asking us what are we laughing/talking about, but we always din share with them.. :X
Hopefully the chalet will not be a bad one, since most likely they will be planning to have a ktv session instead of bbq..
Back to party, we went off at about 1030pm, but not back to home. Instead we went to West Coast Park, which we took quite some time to reach there. Mainly because it's always the guys who are leading us, and we somehow got our way lost lah.. Hahahaa, but it was fun, at least now we know how can we reach there in a shorter route... (:
Chatted, gossipped, laughed, and we planned our birthdays :) Now, I'm going to be careful of both Sandy and Pam, as they are trying to do some stunts for me during my party! Hahahah!
Now, I'm so looking forward to our parties, where we can enjoy all we want to. I shall make sure both of them stayed till late late late during my bday, so that we can enjoy all we want! :DDD
I love them :))))))
Sunday (28 Jun 09)
After so many days, finally I get to see my precious boy! :) Once I stepped into his house, greeted his parents, and it's time for me to disturb him and laugh laugh laugh! :P
Accompanied him to see doctor as he's having diarrhea, turns out he has a slight fever too.. He was supposed to be resting at home, but we had booked tickets for Transformers on Sat, so just went ahead with our plans :))
Met up with Pam and Ed for the movie, what a nice, nice, nice, nice movie. By the time the movie ended, it's already 6plus. Sent both of them back before we went back to his house for dinner and rest..
I was camping myself in his dad's room, watching the channel 8 show which was so nice. Lucky dear was good enough to accompany me in the room, while he's playing his psp.. Hahhaha!
Soon, 10pm reached and it's time to go home since he does not need to book in. But were we lucky or wat, that when he was sending me home, he saw his OC's car appearing near his house. He was worried that he might get caught for leaving the house (he wasn't supposed to) that I dun dare to disturb him, and even asked him not to send me up but quickly go home to take a look.
Lucky, nothing happened, but he got a warning from his brother not to step out of the house :((
Ta-dah! That's all for the updates! Time to get some reports done, before I go shopping with my mum! :))))
And again, I'm missing my dear boy right now!
I can't wait to see him later! :DDD
I'm on MC again, flu, cough and sore throat are still not recovering :(
I'm supposed to rest at home ytd after a visit to the doctor, but I went out with Sandy to Vivo, it's been some time since we went out, ever since she started working :P It was a great trip, talked, updates, laughters and of cos shop without buying anything.
We were actually rushing, becos I need to get back to baby's house to play, clean, feed his cat.. Hahaha.. Like wat I told Sandy, the cat totally ignored her and yet staring at her. It must be wondering how come this stranger keep looking at me when I dunno her..
Hahaa, but it wasn't that bad, at least fei fei gave me face and came into the room where me and Sandy are in, sat at the usual corner, and wanting to fall asleep.
Eventually, fei fei ran off and slept in baby's dad's room instead... LOL!
See Sandy, I told you it is really fat! =P
Stayed till 10plus before we cabbed back home individually, the stay at his house was mainly to use the laptop & internet.. Hahhaha! Did some research and we finally found the place! Congrats Sandy!
I'm so looking forward to it, and please remmeber our plot.. :DDDD
Tomorrow's SAT!!!! It's like Finally!!
Can't wait!
It's only the third day baby's there enjoying himself in China, while I dunno why, I was still alright at 12am this morning (got woken up by my brother's friend) and when I woke up next at 630am, I was sick..
So stayed at home, went to doctor, complained to him, dreamt of him flying back, and later on, I'm going SHOPPING with Sandy! Hahahah! And we shall go back to baby's house to play with his cat.. :)))
I should be resting at home, but I dun feel like resting.. Perhaps tml's friday! =DDD
On a side note, baby finally promised me to buy a calling card in China (it's cheap!) after numerous whinings from me that I want to talk to him.. I guess his phone bills are going to be ex, based on the no. of sms we sent within these 3 days.
Maybe I should just help him pay for these extra charges, since it's all because of me..
I can't wait till Sat to come!!!
A recent group pic when we went for a dinner, thanks for the treat MR ALVIN ONG!
Sigh, baby has just flew to China, Hainan Island not long ago..
By the time he's back, it will be this coming Sat. Silly boy, forget to tell me his arrival time as promised =(
Am trying hard to treat it like his outfield, but it has been so long since I din contact him for so long..
Anyway, just hope that he's being really really careful there, and buy presents for me..
Maybe I should visit fei fei some day, since the whole family is out. Hopefully Pam will be able to go with me tomorrow..
:(((((
