Blessed in Happiness

Today's the 6th day. Went to collect the ashes of ah gong today in the morning at Mandai before proceeding with the rituals to set his new "house" in place. Almost cried when we picked up the ashes, but I controlled it despite crying for the past few days.

Ah ma cried today, cos she thought she won't be able to spend her future with him in the other world, but they told her the truth that they have bought the same "flat" so that they can live together. Although I think it's not a good idea, but at least it can make ah ma feel better then it's good..

Tml's a busy day with school ending at 645pm! Sadly, I won't be able to join the prayers for ah gong in the morning due to school and it has to be done before 11am. After that would need to rush to cut my nails and to go to temple to do some prayings, else, all these cannot be done till 49 days later, which will be 30th sept..

Time to have dinner before going out to stock out clothings cos we are only allowed to wear black, white or blue for 49days.. No entry to dear's house for 49 days too, although his parents are alright with it, cos we still have to respect ah ma's restrictions..

Will him come back tonight to visit us?? I hope he does...

And...

I seriously miss my boy super super super lots till no words can replace the intensive misses of him... But I would need to wait another 4 days to see him.. Please let it be friday soon!!!

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Finally it's over, except for the insufficient sleep that we have due to the busy-ness these few days. But there will be more things for the next 2 days and in future.

Thank you those who have attended, and who have helped us during these few days.

Still, I would like to thank my boy:

Thank you for coming down as early as you can, although I have been 'pestering' you during the past few days.

Thank you for helping us to clear the stuffs, cos I knew you are tired and need more sleep, but still stayed up forgone your sleep just to accompany me, even though it's just a few hours.

Thank you once again, for giving me support, regardless of your location, and I will listen to your words.

See, how can I live without you?? =)

I'm so looking forward to next friday.. And I believe I will enjoy myself alot... =D 

Things happened so suddenly that we were unprepared for it. We stay strong together and believe we can continue to stay as we are.

To my boy:

Thank you! for making the joke of the day.  

Thank you! for calling me once you finished your stuffs, and trying to make me laugh(which I obviously did)

Thank you! for your constant sms even though you are supposed to be sleeping, and msging me every time you are free, telling me things will be fine and be strong.

Thank you! for your patience when I was crying uncontrollably and making sure I was alright before you have to hang up your phone.

That's all for now to my boy. But lastly,

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME!!!

Happy 38th Monthsary to baby and I!

But it's been a long time since we celebrated, from the time he went it, which is our 3rd year anniversary, will now. Almost 3 months since we last celebrated. Luckily he will be out from BMT next month and we can enjoy celebrating for 1 whole day..

After so long of togetherness, I still love him lots lah.. Hahaha! Make sure he fulfil all his promises to me before I "whacked" him for cheating on my feelings.=p I am always looking forward to this day, cos it means more sweet words from him to me, and it does really makes me sleep well as I know he meant what he says.

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Alright, back to work.. =p

Went to a new doctor this morning again, and this doctor is funny.

Doctor: One good news for you, your throat is fine.

Me: Ok

Doctor: But a bad news for you, your nose is super sensitive.

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And he told me this like less than one minute from the time I sat in. So he started explaining to me how it happens, and give me a small booklet to read on this issue, and the sickness is called Allergic Rhinitis. Thanks to my aunt for telling me this clinic is not bad, cos so far this is the only doctor who can tell me specifically wat's wrong with me despite me having this for almost a month. Needed to go back next wed again for a check-up, to see if the nasal is doing its job.

So, just for the nasal spray, a fruity flavour cough syrup(which apparently is to coax kids but it's still the normal colour), a non-drowsiness running nose tablet and an allergy medicine to be completed, plus only 5 mins of consultation, it total up to $64! Called daddy to inform him, cos initially he had told me in the morning that he will be bringing me to a chinese physician, but cos I need an MC, I went ahead to see a western doctor instead. Shall see how it goes before he really decides to bring me to a chinese physician if still unwell from western medicine.

Sorry to sweetie, cos she sms-ed me asking if I'm having dinner with her today. But instead, she asked me to rest well and eat something plain (I just ate a tom yam maggi just for the sake of eating medicine) and dinner with her tml instead. Have already decided on the dinner, which is foodcourt. So sian! But no choice lor, wait till dear is out then I can ask him to bring me to have yummy food, provided I have the appetite lah..

Was thinking whether to stay away from dear's house this week, cos apparently, the booklet mentioned that cats' fur is the most common cause of animal-related allergy but I doubt the 2 kids have any effects on this lah, even though they do drop fur alot, especially king-king. Else is I just stay away from them and do not play with them till I recover. But I miss disturbing fei fei.. =( Shall see how it goes.

Hopefully dear doesn't "scold" me again for not listening to him.. =p And I want to play his psp..

3 more days....

It's only tuesday...4 more days to seeing him. How I wish I do not need to go to the ceremony on sat or could I pray that it ends faster??

Time flies fast today cos was doing database for the whole of today. Like what Sandy says, database really makes time flies fast..

Lunch was good earlier, except that I ate lesser than normal again. He's going to scold me again for not eating much but seriously I so less. Imagine I only ate less than a quarter of white rice and 5 pieces of chicken only. My colleagues were surprised that I ate lesser than the previous lunch that we had where I only ate less than half of the chicken rice.. =((((

I Want To Talk To Him!! =(

Dinner with Sandy as usual, supposed to meet her for dinner only cos I'm actually planning to visit ah gong. But it's already 730pm when we finshed our dinner and my daddy was tired and not visiting too, so changed plan to visit tml. Ended up "working" for her instead. Haha! In the afternoon we were still saying that she has no business, but surprisly she has quite an amount of profit today! So happy for her, hope she attains her targeted amount huh??

Baby's lights off was early today, not even 10pm! =( Getting earlier and earlier that I was "complaining" to him for sleeping earlier and earlier. But can't blame since they have more activites tml..

SANDY, stop making me jealous can?? =( Her boy is coming out on fri morning while mine is sat morning but I could only see him on sat evening.. =((( What a bad thing it is.. Lucky no more confinement for dearie baby! =D

Alright, off to bed now!

Practical lesson earlier was fun cos I had 1 1/2 hours of driving and my instructor brought me to the circuit at CCK. But I seriously need to practice super much on the parking cos it's never really straight and I get confused sometimes. I parked better in a carpark compared to in a circuit even though my instructor says that normally learners do better in circuit than parking in carparks. Maybe it's because I have been parking at carpark since lesson 1 which many people finds it funny to start learning parking with real cars.

Still doing database cos I'm supposed to finish importing all the reports by wed, which I had decided since it's better to finish early than later so that June and Cass will have more time to "play around" with it.

Edmond was crazy, to ask us to go swimming next friday which is still the 7th month.. LOL! Saying that he wanna train to be more fit. Previously when we went swimming, he din want to go, now he want to go during the 7th month.. LOL! But sadly, I wasn't able to meet up with both him and Pamela for a meal since last last week cos I have been spending all my time with baby when he books out! Super sorry to him, but after his confinement and field camp, we have said to go to our usual place for a meal. All thanks to me for introducing the place to him which eventually becomes our hangout place. It's good too, cos it's near to my house and I can get my daddy to fetch me to and fro.. LOL! Save on transport k!

Baby's super addicted to the game again, making me feel like playing when the psp it's with him inside the camp! I don't care, I'm going to "snatch" the psp from him when he books out. I thought he was so good to miss me so much, ended up shun bian ask me about the game, like did I go the the cave? Which village to go to next? -_-''' Apparently he has more free time today that he would rather play than have his rest.

1 more hour to finish work and Sandy's waiting for me to have dinner together, since she only had bread for lunch and I had nuggets instead.

MISSES!

It's monday! People must be wondering how come I'm home. It's because I'm having driving practical lesson at 1130am later which I had booked 2 weeks earlier, but I will still go to work after the lesson.

Dinner with sandy later again! Hahahahah! Seems like we are always having dinner together huh?

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It's sunday, baby has already slept since it's light off in his camp.. This week was really well spent with him.

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Fri, after work went to visit ah gong first before going to pasir ris to meet him. Ah gong wasn't feeling really good on that day but heard from my da bo that he is better today, which is actually a good thing. So, reached pasir ris at 830 as said by him, but still need to wait for him till 915pm before taking mrt back to his house. By the time we reached back his house it's almost 11pm!! Ate abit of dinner before we went off for midnight movie at the Cathay. Watched "Journey to the Center of the Earth" at 1240am and we were lucky to be able to buy the last 2 tickets left, cos apparently it's shown as sold out! If not we would have wasted a trip there...

The movie was nice! Exciting with some funny scenes and the effects were good! =D Finished the movie at about 230am and reached home at 3plus where we were so tired that baby's nearly felt asleep while droving back to his house. And I only knew it when he mentioned to his brother ytd, so "scolded" him for not informing me even though I have been waiting for him to reach home before I can finally enjoy my sleep..

Sat, Supposedly to go and buy Mac breakfast to baby's house since it's been ages that we ate that. Promised to reach his house at 1030am, end up I woke up when he called me at 1045am! Cos I was so tired.. Initially he wanted to go and buy instead but cos there's not much time, so we changed plan to eat out with his family instead. Requested my father to send me there instead cos if I were to take bus it would be already 12plus that I reached his house.

Went for a heavy lunch at Sembawang for wild turtle soup! 2nd time I'm there and I stilll dun like the taste of the turtle skin, but it's considered nice! Ate a total of $70 for 4 pax and his father was funny to say that everyone must pay him back equally.. Hahah! Recently his father has been funny when I'm there, always making fun of me or somethings that his mother said to me. But it's a good thing right? Baby cant even stand his father loh! Hahahah!

Slacked at his house till 5plus before we went over to his friend's shen tang cos he's helping out. Lucky not much things to help out with and I'm not as lonely as compared to last time. His friend was funny too when we sat in his lorry, and I get to know him better even though he tried to bluff me that he's only 18!! The joke for the journey:

Him: My legs are tired from driving! How good it will be if I can just press a button and the car will move automatically.

Dear: Can what, you want to try?

Him: Can meh? Where?

Dear: Inside my PSP!

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I was laughing like mad when I saw his reaction loh! It's so damn funny!! Hahahah! By the time the whole thing finished, it's already 9plus. So we drove to Bedok to have supper with his bro and gf since the gf stayed in Bedok, by the time we reached my house it's already 12plus and both me and baby fell asleep on the way back home. This shows how tired both of us are!

Sun, Woke up at 9am again cos baby was supposed to come fetch me to his dad's office for the 7th month celebration. Waited till he reached at 10plus and when I reached the office, everyone was busy. It's the first time that I was there to help-out for the 7th month celebration, but most of the time I just slacked with baby in his dad's office reading newspaper or playing psp. All thanks to him for teaching me how to play on friday night while on the way back home, that I was addicted to playing it when he's not! He will "fight" with me over the psp when he's free cos he says I'm not skilful enough in playing the games! =( Naughty boy! Perharps I got request a psp from him instead for my belated birthday present huh? LOL!

So by the time we reached his house we were so tired that baby immediately fell asleep! I fell asleep soon after watching the Olympics Diving Competition which I slept for a good 2 hours plus! I seldom sleep so much while at his house and when his whole family is home! But who asked us to be so tired! Reached home at 7pm and immediately sms-ed him that I miss his badly cos the next time I will see him will be Sat afternoon cos he will be out in the morning, but I had the covocation ceremony 1pm! =( But he promised to wait for me at Bugis so hopefully the whole ceremony will end earlier..

Time better flies fast to sat!! So that I will be able to see him and spend time with him before my school starts!

I'm missing my boy super super badly now! =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((